today was superb. finally get to meet with emil, fyza,farah and nadia. we talked, eat, laughed and eat. but without nadia.. yeah i was expecting nadia to be there but its ok dear. i understand. its bloody obvious that nizam don't care about me or any of us. cuz i don't care about him either. but i care about you.thats for sure.
maybe it was mean of us to do that. maybe it wasn't. maybe it was suppose to happen. maybe it was your mistake for showing nizam those sweet messages. its meant for you to see and for you only. maybe its my fault that this happened. maybe im not supposed to even come down and meet any of you guys so this, the beating, the gossiping, the bitching, the laughing, the messaging will never happen. should i be disappointed really?
Current Mood: giddy
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